I know i have made mistakes. mistakes that would haunt me for the rest of my life. but i have learnt. i grew up and i am not that stupid anymore. and no, i wont be blinded by love again. my heart wont have a soft spot for anyone anymore. no more. i wont tolerate any of these shits again. i’ve changed. i am not that innocent girl anymore. i dont like the feeling of being a second priority.
i once wanted to spend the rest of my life with that someone. but i am sure all those people in love feel this way too. so am i wrong? it scares me to know how someone could ever do this to another person. where is your conscience? it haunts me and i still cant believe it.
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
HAPPY 88th BIRTHDAY GRANDMOTHER <3 although you sometimes forget who i am but its okay :) I love you <3
#pardonmyawkwardsmile #itsallthebracesfault #haha
"Ladies, never ever fight over a man. Fight over a job, parking space, your spot in a long line….. the last chicken wing. But never over a man. Never. "
I love this :)
Why bother fighting for someone that doesn’t give a damn about you? Is it worth it?
I dont want to be your 2nd priority or choice. I want to be your one and only :D
And i am so happy luh. Dan dan is sooooooooo understanding and sweet. I really must have done lots of good deeds. hee hee
He is a very unique person.
He is somewhat responsible also. (i say somewhat cus he ownself say he responsible de but i can tell he is a little bit responsible)
He always gives in to me and my unreasonable request ( how does he even tolerate me when i cant even tolerate myself)
When i ask him if im demanding and stuff, he said no!!!!(what??? even i find myself demanding lmao)
okay something is wrong with him hahahah. he just say everyone has their own opinion and it is okay to think that way(what?!?!?!)
okay i love youuuu. see you tomorrow :)
& i love you and love you and love you and love you ♡
Happy 3rd month anniversary :D
Had morning lecture today. So i showed the convo to Royston. He said that a guy shouldnt hurl vulgarities at a girl. It just shows what kind of person he is. Yupp. The reason why i didnt use vulgarities on him is because I’m not gonna stoop to his level. Because using vulgarities is a big no no to insult someone. Its a reflection of my character. So no. « yupp he brainwashed me again. haha ^_^
'How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours'
Knowing that i was sad, he brought me to a cafe, on the table, for lunch :) Food was good and worth the price!!
I feel so blessed to have you. Really. All these while you have been very patient with me. Teaching me, guiding me and making me into a better person. I couldn’t have asked for a better boyfriend.
And if you are reading this, i would like to tell you i am eternally grateful for you for being and staying in my life. Best thing that has ever happen! You are my angel that came and saved me. I thank God for you :)
#sowillyoupleasestopplayingcompgamesandstudywithme #fastercomehome #inthemidstofstudyingandwaitingforyoutobeback
& my past keeps haunting me. again & again. why. why. why can’t they let me go. it’s my personal space. why. Dear God why. have i not suffered enough. the pain. the agony.